Oh well, life’s just like that. 

Done with school and and you got into the real shit called ‘the SOCIETY’.

That ain’t a big word but that carries the burden of responsibility of an adult life.

Fucking hate it to core but still we’re panting and sweating like animals to get hold of the responsibility to move into a bigger part of our life which all sum down to a word, ‘MONEY’. 

Tell me how to create/make more of that in just a split second. 

Dont talk to me if you’re not planning far enough.

Finally have the time to update both my tumblr and my blog after soooooo long. 

Thinking back on how crazy active I am online doing all sorts of crazy stuffs is mad.

From viewing pics of my idols to blogging to chatting online to playing games. Like a free only uh. Now that work started, i took away my free tym to spam the net. =( BOO!

Oh well, i should start tumblr hopping now. ciaos! 

There so much I wanna tell you baby!

Have you seen a girlfriend ever willingly let their boyfriend out to club having all the fun and leaving their girl all alone? Waiting for your reply and hoping to see you just for abit? But all you did was ignore my messages, rush off to meet friend whenever you like.

Seriously speaking, I won’t know if you’re concern of what am doing either, you won’t ask you won’t bother.

The first time it was enough already. You said you promised your frien you would go. I told you I’m goddam upset abt my family matters and all you did was telling me, “you know I promised my friend le, you will feel guilty for ps them” but looking at the tym. You could even acc me till late before heading off since you only reach there at 10pm. Tell me if you ever concern abt me? When you got sick I rush over so many times with all I could find. When I’m not feeling well, you would be too busy for me or somewhere else. Most of my boy friends told me they would cancel clubbing if their girl needs them. You? I couldn’t say anything when they mention! You know well you don’t treat me well. You said that to yaoguang’s gf face. So why didn’t you even try to improve it?

I make it so obvious that I hate ww, for the one who started bringing you to such place and for when you started things like, ‘you’re not coming with me’. ‘I’m gg with army friends’, ‘I’m always with you, can’t I have my freedom?’ ,’if you force me not to go, I will go even more!’.

Which gf would have give in to that and suffer the harsh words herself. Who? I’m really upset enough. Always pretending nothing happened.

& who lick their phone from their gf? Is there something that is really gong on that you dont wanna let me see or is it that you had said things like you wanna break up with me alrdy sort of things? I bet I’m right of either one.

Tell me that all these things I said are wrong! Most importantly, you won’t think you’re wrong anyway. You think highly if yourself and always think that ur right and won’t apologize. Ytd was the only tym you apologize but does tgt really means what’s deep down in you? I doubt so. You are already happily partying away with ur friends.

Tell me how should we clear all these on my mind? You have been ignoring couple if my msges everytime you’re off with ur friends clubbing away. Promise are meant to be broken, prove to me it’s wrong? Or will you just ignore everything and go ahead with, ‘if so, den we should give it a break first.’ will that solve the prob?